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Never Lake
03:30
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All the things I take for granted
Light hearted and heavy handed
You tell yourself that it wasn't so good
Nostalgia blinding the memories of your childhood
You were so spoiled then
Remember that you're better now
You still think about that house where you grew up
At one time it was your whole world - just blocks away
And the way the sun hit your face while your mom sat in the yard
With your dog and your brother..
You gotta know that it's never coming back
And they say
You're okay enough
You were born to be tough
Oh shoplifter
With your drugs and parties
Oh my god
What if it hurts you
Oh my god
What if saying sorry physically kills you?
And so I see myself in the destruction of the sky
It opens up and I feel like I'm falling forever
With frigid air whipping past me
Tangling my hair and chilling my toes
As if the rainy weather could somehow purify my soul?
And then I'll plunge head first into Never Lake
The water rushing into my lungs is all it would take
To be washed clean from the inside out
Is the only solution for self doubt
You're okay enough
You were born to be tough
Oh shoplifter
With your drugs and parties
Oh my god
What if it hurts you
Oh my god
What if saying sorry physically kills you?
That's not the only thing I believe to be true
I wonder if the love of your life would be happier with someone else
And so would you
If there's a difference between you and me
The difference is that I'm like a disease
When you're content to die at thirty
Distant in every sense of the word
The boy that talks louder is the boy that gets heard
I love you more than the sun and the stars
But you're just entertaining the fuck boys in their fuck boy cars
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Fentanyl Forest
02:55
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I can’t remember my dreams. I can’t remember.
The more fucked up you get, the more that you love me
So long as no one is around
With the words that I thought were special to me
But you speak that way to everybody
Don’t have to know your name to know what you’re worth
I know just what you said
I know what you’ve heard
Don’t have to know your name to know who you've hurt
I know just what you said
I know what you’ve heard
I asked if you learnt your lesson
Didn’t really think you had a reason
You said you didn’t care about death
But you cared if I was leaving
If only you thought of it at the time...
I had to learn that from something you had written
Labeled "I just wanted you to know
In case you didn't know
I know you're reading this
And you’ll get what you deserve."
I left a good relationship to get something so much worse
Talk slowly and say it with me:
I am barely part of your life
And that's why I'm so much less fun when you’re with me
I hate who I've been
And I hate who I've become
I can't win
In my defence
for all purposes and intents
It's never 'too soon' to talk about current events
What you’re worth
I know what you said
I know what you’ve heard
Don’t have to know your name to what you're worth
I got what I deserved: Something so much worse
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Air Combat Vancouver, British Columbia
Air Combat is the product of successes, failures, hopes, fears and dreams. The result of a stubborn refusal to give into obstacles and the tendency to always come back swinging.
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